[a.pathetic.life.inside.myself]

WANNA CHANGE SOMETHING

2009-06-27T15:40:00.002+07:00

PENGEN GANTI SKIIIINNNN!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
pengen doing something sama blog gw biar gw rajin ngapdet lg..

:) any idea dear friendss? :)

si turki.

2009-04-22T01:46:00.002+07:00

begini ceritanya.

one day, ada message masuk di inbox facebook gw. :D
dari orang turki.
awalnya ga gw bales karena MALES luar biasa kenal2an kek gitu.
tapi ni orang nagging banget dan terus2an ngemessage.
akhirnya gw bales dan berlanjut tanpa ada yg ngeadd jadi friends.

one day again, he asked me is he can add me up in his fb..
so we became friends.
we have a loooonggg chat in facebook, really like a friends.
not mention love or personal things at all.

dan berakhirlah chat kita di msn.
sebenernya gw sering males..
makanya suka gw offline-in chat FB gw, dan gw stay offline di msn..
soalnya lama2 dia jadi ganggu.

-_________-;;
oke dia ganteng banget.
well, turkish2 gmn kalian pasti tau lah.
pilot turkey air.
and, HE WANTS TO GO TO INDONESIA for me.
ITS CRAZY aite?

-____________-;;
maksud gw slama ini kan bukan ke arah2 yg kayak gitu.
sumpah gw serem abis.
AARGHH!
kata tmn gw mah iyain aja..
gw sih males.
ampun deh.

skrg gw yg stress.
dammit!

what an indonesian people..

2009-01-19T16:32:00.002+07:00

well..
GOOD BYE HOLIDAYYYYSSSSSS~~~

*sigh* back to reality really like a pain in ass..
T_T

"WHAT AN INDONESIAN PEOPLE"

for many reasons i think i should talk in BAHASA..

jujur aja mungkin di antara postingan bego dan ga pentingnya gw, kali ini gw pngen ngomong sesuatu..
entah knapa habitnya org Indonesia bner2 gw ga abis pikir..
bukannya gw ga sayang ama negara gw atau gw mau jelek2in org indo..

dr beberapa kali gw naek psawat terbang akhir2 ini..
mau penerbangan luar/domestik, gw bener2 br ngeh betapa 'NDABLEK' nya orang Indonesia..
gw pikir cuma beberapa kali..
tp kok tiap gw naek psawat slalu ada..

*SIGH*

masalahnya adalah : "NYALAIN HP SLAMA PENERBANGAN"

sumpah ya..
sebagai contoh..

#1 pas gw naek Lion Air ke Bali kemaren ini, pas udah mau takeoff MASIH ADA YANG NELPON!
#2 pas naek China Airways, satu2nya org yg ditegur sama attendant pas Landing mau masuk gate Soekarno-Hatta adalah orang Indonesia. Kenapa? DIA SMSAN!
#3 pas naek garuda yg E-travel, *udah pesawatnya kecil,untung gw masih idup skrg buad posting ni blog* ada org ditegur attendantsnya sampe 2x! ORANG YANG SAMA! dia SMSan!!! DI ATAS LANGIT PAS LAGI TERBANG!!!! gila ga tu? untung tu psawat kaga knapa2..
#4 pas naek ValuAir, 1 org Indo sampe ditegur PARAH krn tiba2 HPnya BUNYI,which means DIA GA MATIIN tu hape..

and more yg gw kaga inget..

padahaaallll di speaker, dpn muka kursi penumpang, pamflet keselamatan SMUANYA udah dibilang :
"TURN OFF YOUR CELLPHONES for OUR SAFETY"

YANG KALO KAGA NGERTI INGGRIS:
"TOLONG MATIKAN TELEPON GENGGAM ANDA UNTUK KESELAMATAN BERSAMA"

ga heran gw klo maskapai Indonesia sering kecelakaan/jatoh..
wong yg udah dikasi tau aja masi ndablek+ngeyel..
giliran jatoh yg disalahin maskapainya..
HERAN!

udah pngen gw maki2 tu org yang kmaren smsan pas mau landing..
ga bisa sabar apa..
Landing sampe ke GATE ga akan nyampe 15 menit..
lagian ngambil bagasi juga bisa lebih lama..
heran gw..

apakah orang Indo segitu noraknya?
padahal klo dia naek psawat hrsnya bisa dibilang menengah donggg???
apa ga bisa baca pengumuman ama tuli yak?

sayang gw ga bisa ngerekam di video, biar pada tau btapa kampungnya orang2 kita..

*SIGH*

selesai sudah uneg2 gw..
abis gw emosi banget!
kampung banget gtu, ga mikir kselamatan org..
egois banget, ga tau apa klo kita pake hp imbasnya bukan pswat kita aja..
psawat laen yg mau take off/landing di sekita kita juga bisa keganggu..
*take a breath once more*

smoga aja bsok2 gw pegi2 lagi ga ada kjadian gini..
bikin malu..

xoxo.

IM ALIVEEEE!!!!

2009-01-15T15:44:00.003+07:00

LOL!

what a ungeneral title..
well, not to say that im having some trouble or what..
but since im SOOOOO LAZY to update this blog so i would just said..

IM HERE AND ALIVE..
just my LAZYFATASS who controls me right now..

so how've you been?
Had a great PARTY at new year?
Had a GREAT gifts from christmas?

im not having a great party..
just some bbq in jogja.. LOL..
well, it was fun anyway..

now im in Bali..
still having my holiday until next monday..
UGH.. i hate college days! i just wanna have some holidays MORE!!! T___T

and BALI IS RAINING!!!!
WHAT a GREAT-RUINING-DAY,aite?
what am i supposed to do?
flying fish with the thunder that i might be lost with some sharks?

i want to have my bungee jump this noon..
but God has His other option..
in front of laptop, watching the rain and the beach come together,,
they looks like hugging each other.. *blahhh what did i said?*

well, im gonna catch up with u guys again,,
maybe..

later..

mm.. after im going back from bali and have my classes again,,
pray me i didnt kill the boy that i mentioned before.. T___T
HE IS STILL A JERK!

xoxo,

kimochiiii~~

2007-02-26T20:21:00.000+07:00

mood : kimochiii~~
backsound : An Cafe - Koukai

nyaaaaaa~
kimochiii dechuuu~~

ntah knapa hari ini gw ngerasa nyamaaannn bgtt.. xD
rasanya pngen senyuuum teruss..
dengerin J-rock trus2an sambil ngeliat gambar AOI segede bagong di atas PC..

yg gw print dgn skuat jiwa dan raga.. *hasyah bhs gw..jiji' ahhh*
taro picnya ah,,
NYAAA~~ KAKKOIIII~~

LAVIUUU damnnnnn mucchhh AOIIII..
chuchuchuchuchu..

truss akyu td skelas sama kecengankyu ituu..
adduuhh..
lucu skali yaa dya hr ini.
DASAR GA PEDEAN!

ga nyadar ya situ kalo disini ngecengin situ..
sok sok an ga laku..
dasar!

trus2 nyokap gw udah semakin BAIK~~
hip hip horee..
td uda ditelv..
ktanya bsok mo coba msk kantor..
nyaaa~~
THANK GOD FOR YOUR BLESSFULL HEALTH!! xD

trus apalagi yaa..
daritadi seseruan bareng temen2..
trus bsok mo ntn HELLSING akustikan..

pokoknya apapun yg terjadi hr ini adalah : KIMOCHI~~~

ps : soal si tahik kucing itu anggep aja angin lewat kali ya..
mrusak hari bahagia gw aja..
siaul..

am backkkk!!!

2007-03-23T19:31:00.000+07:00

holaaaaaaa.. ^^
wah lama juga ya gw ga ngepost?
20 harian gini..

anyway mo crita..
akhirnya 2 minggu kmaren gw balik ke JAKARTA..
tapiiii..
tapiiii..

masuk rumah sakit..
hehe..
gw kena DB&tipes..
trus sampe pembuluh darah pecah segala..
sampe diopname di RS khusus jantung.. >;< malesnya lagi yaaaa...
sminggu kmaren itu GW HARUS NYUSUL UJIAN!!
aaarrgghhhh,,,
sendirian!!
gmn ga stress coba yah gw..
dateng2 langsung UTS dan mnyusul ujian..
hukshuks..
nasib..

doakan saya ya smua!
biar UTS saya sukses..

*+gw ga males update lg..hehehe..*

BAGI YANG SUKA VISUAL KEI di BANDUNG..
dateng yaaaa..
di JAPAN VISUAL ROCK NIGHT tgl 21 April 2007..
okayyy!! xD jya neee~~~

RUKI & AOI daisukiiiiiii.. xD

aib feat yamapi~ new CM

2007-03-29T21:06:00.000+07:00

ngomong2 ya..
gw abis melakukan suatu hal yang sangat sangat sangat MEMALUKAN..

taukah anda rasanya klo udah sotoy2 ga jelas..
ternyata oknum yg bersangkutan sedang ada di depan anda..

DAN ANDA TIDAK MENGENALINYA..

oh my god..
gw malu bgt dong..
sialan tuh emang..
mana pake crita2 lagi..
aib oh aibbb..
ga punya muka gw ktemu tu org..

anyway..
akhir2 ini saya jd MAHASISWA SUPERSIBUK dgn sgudang acara..
yg ntah knapa kok rasanya mepet smua yaa??
dr tugas kuliahhh - UTS SUSULAN - acara yg superpadat - panitia di berbagai macam acara - dan pastinya TIM SUKSES buat temen gw jadi KAHIM..

ckckckck..
br juga sembuh udah kek gini mittt!! heran!
yooosshhhhh!!

GAMBACHAAAEEEE!!!!
doakan saya bisa mengerjakan smuanya yapp!!
huheueheueheu..

btw mo posting featuring gambar YAMAPI~ di CM del montenya yg baruuu..
awawawawa..
kusukaaaaaaaaaaa...

my husband,,lucu bgt yaaa disiniiii,, xD
hehehehehe..

jya ne~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAMAPI~~~

2007-04-09T07:52:00.000+07:00

YAMAPIIIII~~~
PI~chaaaaaaaaannnnn... XOXO

22-sai OTANJOUBI OMEDETTO GOZAIMASUUUU!! xD

i have a great blueberry cheese cake to celebrate ur BIG DAY!!
hohoho..

WISH U ALL THE BEST..
+sukses..
+eroero.. xP~
+sekseh..
+makin byk jobnya..
+makin dewasa..
++++++yg baek smuaa dehhh.. xD

thanks for being 'SHINING' for me.. haha.. and for ur fans in this world..
nyaaaa~~~
atashi no ichibaannn,,,anata hontou ni DAISUKIII!!
khekhekhe..

keep 'SHINING' okayyhh!!
sukisukisukiiii.. xD

harakiri?

2007-05-12T18:46:00.000+07:00

pernah berpikir utk melakukan hal ini???
kalo dicari tau..
arti HARAKIRI menurut kamus bahasa JEPANG tu artinya bunuh diri atau SUICIDE..
mengakhiri hidup dengan cara pengecut kalo menurut gw.. *kmaren kmaren*

cuma setelah gw pikir2..
dan btapa depressednya gw..
sampe akhir-akhir ini gw slalu mikir kayak gini tau gak..

"mungkin kalo gw ga ada..smua berjalan dgn baik.."
"i am a totally loser..i couldnt DO anything in the right way.."
"klo gw mati..ada yg pduli ga ya?"
"apa gw bisa masuk surga?"
"knapa ya mo idup bahagia aja susah bgt.."
"ah tae kucing lah..ga pduli gw..SMUA SUCKS BGT!"

mungkin klo gw di JEPANG..
gw udah loncat dr kapan tau deh..
pas gw curhat sama temen gw waktu kmaren itu..
dya marah bgt sama gw..
dya bilang..

"i knew u are STRONGER than this..HOW COULD U EVER THINK ABOUT THAT?? ARE U A DUMMY?? COULD U EVEN THINK THAT U WERE BORN HERE BECAUSE OF A REASON FROM GOD???? HOW COULD U"

yah...ujung2nya gw dimarah2in..
ABIS2AN..
tp jujur aja ya..
gw udah capek bgt..
capek smua..gw cuma pngen 1..
gw laluin hidup ini dgn senyum..dgn bahagia..
dan GW CAPEK NANGIS..

udah capek....
bagi gw scara jujur..

BESTFRIENDS ARE BULLSHIT! ke laut aja deh tu..
udah cukup gw disakitin temen gw sndiri..

tapi lagi2 gw disadarin..

#1 GW MASIH PUNYA TUHAN
#2 GW MASIH PUNYA KELUARGA YANG SAYANG GW
#3 GW BUKAN SEORANG PENGECUT YANG CUMA BISA LARI
#4 GW BUKAN ORG BEGO YG GA BISA MIKIR

apa gw masi mau ngecewain org tua gw?
mereka ngeGEDEin gw,,nyekolahin gw,,nguliahin gw,,
dan gw ngebales dgn pernah BERPIKIR GILA kayak gini..

damn..
AM I THAT PATHETIC???

AM I REALLY NEED A PSYCRIATIC OR PSYCHOLOGIST?

BEFORE I REALLY GOING DEPRESSED ONCE MORE..

hontou ni tsukareta ne~~

males. GASWAT.com

2007-06-26T18:59:00.000+07:00

APAKAH anda tau jeleknya penyakit males??
hehehehe..

gw akhir2 ini bner2 males ngelakuin macem2 loh..
ngeblog aja rasanyaa..
ampun deh..
maklum penyakit dulu mulai kambuh..hehe..

sekarang mo ngomong satu2..

1. SHOCK AKAN RAMBUT BARU YAMAPIcreditz : LJ ryopilover..tdnya gw mo ngepost kmaren..cuma saking shocknya sampe udah ga bisa berkata2 lg..hahaha..
tp gpp,,gw ttp cinta dya sbg ICHIBAN gw..
*duh..kapan yak bisa liad ni org lsg*

2. TRIMAKASIH BUAT YG UCAPIN HAPPY BDAY SAMA GW..
i really appreciate it.. =)) makasi ya smua..yg nyempetin maen ke blog bodoh gw ini..
hehehehe..dan ga bosen2 maen ksini..

3. GW SMAKIN TERGILA2 SAMA YG NAMANYA JOHNNY'S JIMUSHO..
bentar lg genap sudah 4,5 taon gw suka YAMASHITA TOMOHISA..1 bulan lg lohh..
trus gw udah preorder single ALBUM NEWS yg Change The World limited edition..smua demi JONIZ! tp yg konser di Taiwan nih..
rela bgt deh gw buad ngantri+menggembel demi ntn konser itu..
such a freak,huh? hehehe..

4. GW SENENG KTEMU ORG2 BARU..
dlm banyak lingkup..apalagi skrg gw udah masuk LEMBAGA KEPRESIDENAN MAHASISWA..
seneng bgt..dr forum2 pcinta jepang,LKM,temen2 baru.. I LOVE THEM! <33

dr banyak hal yg trjadi gw rasa 4 itu aja deh yg maw ge critain..hehehehe..
pnyakit malas memang lagi menjangkiti sluruh nadi gw nih..
fhufhfufhfufhu..
padahal gw kangen bgt crita di blog.. =)
ngupdate skin aja super malas..hehehe..
pngen bikin skin kanjani demi menyambut kedatangan ALBUM LIMITEDnya hehehehe..
cuma ampun deh yaaa.. *minta bikinin org aja apa ya??*

*lirik2 org yg udah gw minta buatin..hahaha*

doohh jgn males dooong..
uda maw UTS SP jg niii..
YOSSHAA~~ smangat2..
liburan udah di depan mata..

gyaaaaaaaaaaa~~ tak sabar melihat MISE&PATTAYA.. xP~

MERRY XMAS TO U ALL!! xDDD

2007-12-21T13:04:00.000+07:00

its kinda early..
but recently im soooo LAZY to update my blog..

so before i forgot..
i wanna say..

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO U ALL..
HAPPY HOLIDAY!
MAY THE JOY OF CHRISTMAS WILL FILL U WITH PEACE.. xD

HORRAY!!

* SAYA LELAH *

2008-11-16T18:12:00.002+07:00

well..
mungkin orang2 di luar sana lagi bahagia..
tp gw gak..

hidup gw akhir2 ini tuh bner2 SUCKKKSS!!

betapa dengan bertambahnya hari, yg namanya HATI orang tuh bisa BANGET gw liat..
dari yang cuma baek klo butuh..
dari yang braninya ngomongin orang klo bareng temen2nya..
dari yang cuma bisa ngomongin orang padahal COWOK! udah kayak banci aja..

saya tu bingung deh..
apa ERA sekarang itu COWOK ADALAH PENGGOSIP????
gila,, gw aja yg cewek males banget ngomongin org..
udah kek gw penting aja ngurusin org..
masalah idup gw aja uda seabrek..

ckckck..

udah brasa dirinya paling perfect sdunia aja komenin org..
ngaca,paakk..

SO GET UR F*CKIN-ASS OFF HERE!

gw udah muak denger omongan ga penting dan sampah dr mulut lo..

daftar ajaa tuuu jd reporter gosip..
mulut lo udah kek org2 yg ga hargain privasi org..

gila, gw udah kek DEWI PERSIK aje akhir2 ini..
hahahahaha. *pathetic laugh*
smua yg gw lakuin di komplain..
diomongin..
ckckckck..

SIRIK TANDA TAK MAMPU BUKAN?

kenal deket juga gak, tp ngomongin gw..
emang aneh ya punya banyak temen cowok?
apakah punya banyak temen cowok = playgirl?
prasaan gw kaga ada rasa/ada apa2 ama temen2 gw itu..
ANEH~

DASAR BANCI!

Rob as EDWARD CULLEN <33

2008-09-11T21:15:00.006+07:00

ROBERT PATTINSON..

its been thousands i replayed the trailer..
GEEZ.. TWILIGHT!! TWILIGHT!! TWILIGHT!!
*is that a curse?? xDDD*

WAITING IS KILLING ME!

okay, lets focus..

someone,please.. can someone told me?
HOW CAME THIS GUY CAN BE THE HOTTEST HUNK NOW?

im starting to squezze..

okay, the way he stands..

HE REALLY DOES BLING-BLING~

and this wicked smile.. xDDD

AAARRGHHHH~ IM CRAZYY!!!!
the trailer is killing meh~
I WANT TO SEE ROBERT PATTINSON.. NOW!!! xDDDDDD
11.21.2008 >> *sigh*

another guilty pleasure object, he?

ps : i already bought the 'ECLIPSE'+'BREAKING DAWN'
khekhekhekhe.. =) i dont care if THEY WERE ENGLISH not INDONESIAN..
i hate to wait, so why not..

oiaaaa.. bhs indonya kluar 24 sept.. xD gw uda preorder.. asikasik..
bodo amat~ pokonya gw baru baca 48 hal yg bhs inggris.. xDDD

btw capsannya dari youtube.. ga ambil yg HQ..
jadi agak2 gemana gethu..
males..
tp gw jd menggila youtube geneh gara2 twilight..
hakshaks.. xDDD
Like Harry Potter euphoria,aite? xDDD

i should quit my babling.. bye~ xD

quote of the day :

"I love you.. always have and always will" , Edward Cullen to Bella Swan, New Moon

me and my life in these days..

2008-09-07T17:45:00.002+07:00

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

- quote by Edward Cullen, from New Moon

Recently, i really such a lazy fat ass..
beside i am really busy with my real-life anyway..

but, if i had nothing to do, i just didn't do anything..
just read novel and maybe sometimes i just check my emails and go online for a while..

and u know why?
because EDWARD CULLEN taking over me!!! XDDD

when i read this book,

when i heard people told me that i should buy and read TWILIGHT by Stephenie Meyer, i never knew that the impact of this book would be like this.. XD
i just bought the twilight couple weeks a go, and when i read this, i got same sensation when i read HARRY POTTER..
geez, i read a book with 600 pages in a night..
and u know what?
in the morning my eyes really look a like a panda.. XDD
hahahahahaha..
and because im soooo curious with the sekuel, i bought the 2nd book couple days ago..
and i just finished the book last night..
because my college stuff really took my time.. XD
AND GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH~
HOW COME THERE IS A GUY LIKE EDWARD CULLEN..
oh gosh,, i hope in the real life there IS Edward cullen.. LMAO~
i just cant stop..
he just too addictive,,
the story between edward, bella, and jacob is TOTALLY addictive,,
i should BUY the ECLIPSE!! the continue of this SAGA.. XDD
my rate for this saga is 4 out of 5..
*err.. should i change to 5 out of 5??* XDDD

and, i forgot to tell you, i just bought TUNNELS by Roderick Gordon and Brian Williams..

I just read the half of the book..
but this book is AWESOME! the author really can made me drown into fantasy..
I JUST LOVE FANTASY FICTION! XDDD
maybe i will tell u my feedback after i read this book..
owkayy.. xD

thanks for reading.. XDDD

my random babling..

2008-08-07T16:53:00.002+07:00

WOAAA!! AM BACK AGAIIINN~
gila yaaa..
maap bgt smua.. gw bner2 udah stuck up ama LIVEJOURNAL gw..
jd agak2 lupa ama blogspot~ ahahahaha..

for this couple months..
mmh.. maybe around 1,5 years..
i was back to my HEDONISM world..

i just wondering..
IS HEDONISM BECAME A HABIT BECAUSE OF PEOPLE AROUND U?

dulu..
gara2 temen2 di kampus gw..
gw mulailah berhedon2 lagi..
trus stlh akhir2 ini..
stlh terjadi konflik antara 2 sahabat gw..
yg mereka akhirnya malah pergi sndiri2..
gw malah mulai berhenti dr kegilaan2 itu..
krn temen2 asik gw udah pada ga ada..
dan gw jd bner2 BOSAN dan MUAK sama kehidupan kek kalong gtu,,

sometimes gw kangen sih.. berhedonisme..
cuma buang2 duitnya yg ga nahan.. =)

trus klo nyak babe gw tau.. mo jadi apaan coba gw.. being drunk and tipsy for ur problem is a big mistake.. itu slalu gw tau.. apalagi pas bangun tidur.. *udah minta dijedotin ke tembok rasanya kpala* cuma kegilaan bareng temen2 itu yg ga bisa dilupain.. but i have to stop until i can gain my own money to spend in there..

*YAK SODARA2 GW TOBAT!!* ahyakkk~ XDDDD

udah ah.. i should quit my rambling.. see ya.. ~~in a time that God knows..~~

LMAO~

ps : kmaren gw ntn MUMMY and THE DRAGON EMPEROR..
ga gtu rame ah.. katanya ngalahin batman pendapatannya..
cuma kek ntn INDIANA JONES trakhir..
tu mnurut gw sih.. XDD

I AM BACK! XDDD

2008-05-28T16:27:00.002+07:00

HUAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! udah berapa taon ya gw ga post blog? LOLL..
maapkan sodara2..
gw lg lebih sering ngepost di LIVEJOURNAL gara2 biassed ama fandom.. LOLL~

SMUA apa kabarr?
gw lg di jakarta neh..
re-charge gara2 kmaren kan UAS..
hahahahaha..

jd mo ngecharge energi jd nyonya dulu di rmh..
abis klo gw udah balik ke bdg pasti jadi upik abu lagi..
apa2 sndiri..
ahahahahahahhaha..
mumpung si mbak alias asisten mamaku *disingkat : AM* ada..

eh btw..
gw pngen cerita aja..
hahaha..
masa AM crita ama gw dia jadian ama satpam komplek gw..
*sumpah gw ngakak*
dia kan AM baru yaa..ada kali baru 4 bulanan..
trus udah jadian 2x sodara2 ama satpam komplek gw..
beuh..
majikannya kalah..
ahahahaha..
dr 4 bulan kmaren 1 aja ga abis..
ahahahahahahaha..

ckckckckck..
dasar AM laku.. wakakka..

udah ah..
gw mau berhedonisme dulu neh di rmh..
*dibaca : download drama, ambil coklat, setel HBO, naik ke atas tempat tidur*

BYEBYE.. XD

CRAZY of F* ASSIGNMENTS!

2008-02-17T18:16:00.002+07:00

I AM DROPDEAD INTO HELL!
surely!

with my hectic days of assignments..
my counting days to mid test..
my F* subject at college..
my F* lecturer..

AAAAAAARGHHH!!1
wanna GET my 'TOGA' soon..
geez!
what the hell with this F* majoring seh?

gw udah mo gila..
tugas yg numpuknya amit2 jabang setan..
blom lagi kampus yg kek ***
temen2 penjilat..

*sigh*
capek gw ama org muna..

i hope i can graduate soon with 4 years study..
please God..
i cant ressist anymore..
let me have strength for a while until i graduate..

SOON!

ps : and let my nose feel the air of JAPAN..

anyway..
just let u know..
i already pierced my nose..
crazy? maybe i am..

NOTHING TO DO..

2008-02-09T18:11:00.000+07:00

my 200th post..

hontou da..
TSUKARETA..

sorry udah ga apdet lama bgt..
honestly,in this past days..
i've been busy with my college stuff..

*so tired*

pngen curhat soal YAMAPI di ANAN..
really unbelievable..
he did that in PUBLIC magazine????
what the hell he was doing?
AARGHH!! x____x

wanna get angry?
wanna get dissapointed?

what is the point?
since DOES he ever know me?
NO,he DOESNT!

jd mo BT kek gimana jg..
"HELLOOOOO~~ SAPA LOOO?"

i am a freak fangirl..
but i can do nothing,,

geez..PATHETIC!
or IRONIC?

ah dont care..
i got my migrain again..
wanna hit something if i feel like this..
HUFF!!

HOLIDAY and RAINING..boring!

2008-01-04T10:17:00.000+07:00

since im so sick of this boring holiday and spend my day off in front of computer in this cold-rainy weather, i found this in KARIN's page.. hehehehe..
since my server just up and down like a stupid MORON..
and i cant DL anything in this situation..
so i just updating my blog.. xD

comot ya rin.. xDD buad ngisi betenya sayaa..

100 facts about MITHA!

1. Name: PARAMITHA xxxxxxx
2. Nicknames: mitha / mitsuki
3. Birthday: 07 June 1987
4. Place of Birth: JAKARTA
5. Zodiac Sign: GEMINI
6. Male or female: female
7. Primary school or High School: COLLEGE!! xD
8. School: not a student anymore..haha! xD
9. Occupation: college-student
10. Residence: indonesia
11. MSN Screen Name: mitsuki-hime
12. Hair Colour: black
13. Hair Length: medium
14. Eye color: dark color
15. Weight: its not right to ask weight to a girl..
16. Height: idem
17. Braces? : was..
18. Glasses? : yeah
19. Piercings: 3 in my ear
20. Tattoos: NOOO!!!
21. Righty or Lefty: righty

Your 'Firsts'

22. First best friend: christy. in London for college by now.. xD
23. First Award: ~~art drawing in elementary school~~ oh just forgot, choir in kindergarten..
24. First Sport You Joined: SWIM SWIM! was in swimming club
25. First pet: fish
26. First Real Vacation: BALI
27. First Concert: forgot
28. First Love: kindergarten (=^o^=)

Favorites

29. Movie: al romatic & fantasy movies
30. TV programme: NHK? ARIRANG? ANIMAX? HBO? xDD
31. Color: black. white. grey. hot pink. light blue
32. Musician: HAHA!! LOTSSS!!!!
33. Actor/Actress: LOTS!
34. Song Right Now: il rack
35. Friend: them! xD
36. Sweet: chocolate and tiramisu is BIG <3
37. Sport to Play: hmm..
38. Restaurant: sushi tei & gokana teppan
39. Favourite brand: baleno and [x]s.m.l
40. Store: departement store
41. School: my high school!
42. Animal: puppies..
43. Book: comics and novels
44. Magazine: potato,wink up,myojo,popolo,duet,bidan.. xD
45. Shoes: converse is <33

Currently

46. Feeling?: sleepy >0<
47. Single or Taken?: single and fabulous
48. Have a crush?: xD
49. Eating?: nope
50. Drinking?: hot cappucino
51. Typing?: this
52. Online? almost everyday
53. Listening To?: il rack
54. Thinking About?: u! xD
55. Wanting ?: HIM!
56. Watching?: nothing
57. Wearing?: pajamas

Your Future

58. Want Kids? 2 kids!
59. Want to be married? MUST!
60. Careers in Mind? great wife,great mom,with great career xD
61. Where do you want to live?: JAPAN! xD
62. Car?: camry! xD

Which is Better With The Opposite Sex?

63. Hair color: black
64. Hair length: short XD
65. Eye color: black
66. Measurements: xDDDDD
67. Cute or Sexy?: cute but sexy <33
68. Lips or Eyes?: LIPS!! <33
69. Hugs or Kisses?: both~ <3
70. Short or Tall?: taller than me
71. Easygoing or serious?: easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous?: spontaneous but romantic <33
73. Fatty or Skinny?: sexy!
74. Sensitive or Loud?: loud
75. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationship
76. Sweet or Caring?: sweet but caring too
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One?: how about mixed them up? xD

Have you ever...
78. Kissed a Stranger?: NO..
79. Had Alcohol?: nyahahahaha.. xD should i lie?
80. Taken Drugs?: what a silly, this is NEVER!
81. Ran Away From Home?: never..
82. Broken a bone?: nopee
83. Got an X-ray?: yeah
84. Been with someone?: hihihi..
85. Broken Someone’s Heart: mmm..ask him..
86. Broke Up With Someone?: xD
87. Cried When Someone Died?: YES
88. Cried At School?: YES

Do You Believe In..

89. God?: ABSOLUTELY!
90. Miracles?: YES! but not too xD
91. Love At First sight?: yes yes yes!
92. Ghosts?: ah geez..i know they are there, as long as not burge me.. xD
93. Aliens?: yes
94. Soul Mates?: OF COURSE YES!!
95. Heaven?: yes
96. Hell?: yes
97. Angels?: yes
98. Kissing on The First Date?: mm..yes but not for me..
99. Horoscopes?: just for fun..

Answer Truthfully!

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't?:
LOTS! ahahaha..but there is someone i wish.. xD

its just there..i can feel it,,

2007-11-05T19:33:00.000+07:00

something has changed,
my status,
my life,
me and myself,

yeah, there is no more that jerk..
we already clarified..

sad? no..
dissapointed? very much..
angry? a little to myself..
but surely there are no tears,,

we already end before this thing came up..
i can feel it..

im happy instead of sad..
=) 100% HAPPY!!
it means im free..
free from a stupid cage made by him,

and i already have someone to be my spirit in my campus..
*not like i have other boy,,that silly! but i have someone to love by me..
just one side love maybe?*

lalala..
life must go on..
hope found someone better in the next.. =)

thank God u made me realized he was not the one..

dance under the rain..

2007-11-06T20:24:00.000+07:00

saya senang berada di bawah rintik hujan..
*dimana konteks disini saya sedang tidak flu dan kdinginan*
rasanya hujan itu membersihkan semuanya,
rasa kesal,
rasa marah,
rasa sepi,
dan berbagai emosi saat itu..

saya suka berdiri di bawah payung di tengah hujan,
*bukan hujan deres juga yaa..mungkin gerimis*
dan diam berdiri menatap ke depan..

saya suka melihat tetesan2 hujan itu jatuh ke bumi,,
agak melankolis dan sok romantis ya?
kadang bahkan imajinasi khayalan saya menarik saya untuk bermain hujan..
menari dan menari di bawah tarian hujan,

kalau kalian perhatikan..
tiap tetesan hujan itu membawa irama yang sangat indah..

saya suka hujan..
akan tetapi di saat yang sedang saya ingin nikmati..

naif dan terlalu bermimpi nampaknya bukan?

hidup tidak pernah seindah fairy tale..

2007-11-04T01:21:00.000+07:00

Jaman gw kecil, gw selalu dicekokin sama yg namanya fairy tale..
entah itu dr negeri bule atau dr versi pribumi..
dari cinderella, aurora, snow white, rapunzel, little mermaid,
atau bahkan versi pribuminya dr ande-ande lumut sampe bawang merah bawang putih..
semuanya menawarkan seorang pangeran berkuda putih yang bisa nolong si tuan putri melewati berbagiai masalah..
and just live happily ever after..
tapi klo menilik lebih jauh,
smua itu cuma khayalan semu yang menawarkan mimpi seorang anak kcil yang beranjak dewasa yg berharap..
dan trus berharap untuk hidup bahagia seperti fairy tale itu,,
mimpi emang selalu indah,
kalo dibilang muluk2..
gw jg mau kok hidup seperti fairy tale itu..
hidup bahagia tanpa beban..
bersama pangeran gw itu tentunya,,

tapi pertanyaan gw,
apakah si PANGERAN BERKUDA PUTIH itu benar2 ada buad gw?
atau gw cuma bisa mimpi kalo pangeran kuda putih gw itu akan muncul?

belum lagi banyak masalah yg datengnya ga selese2,,
dateng,,dateng,,dan dateng,,
ga pernah selese udah kek siklus metamorfosis..

entah hidup,kuliah,bahkan kehidupan cinta gw..
adaaaa aja halangan kek krikil2 yang ganggu jalannya..

emang sihh tiap org punya masalah hidup masing2..
tapi knapa di mata gw masalah orang2 jauh lebih ringan dari gw ya?
atau itukah sudut pandang keegoisan dari seorang gw?

saya pemimpi..
dan saya akui itu,,

sekarang,,
masih bolehkah saya bermimpi?

hangover..

2007-11-01T15:16:00.000+07:00

smalem temen gw punya hajat..
*alah bahasanya hajat..udah kek kawinan ajaaa*
biasalahhh~ ulang taon ngajak open bottle..
alhasil semalem ke salah satu tmpat clubbing di bdg..
*ga boleh sebut merk*
niadnya cuma iseng2 1 atau 2 botol katanya..
tiba2 si monyet bukanya banyak..
*sampe akhirnya gw pun tipsy walopun masih sadar dikit*

untungnyaaaa gw pergi ama temen2 gw ini..
jd pas gw uda duduk2 pun ga akan ada yg berani iseng..
tp red label pure bajingan itu bner2 bikin pala gw sakit sampe skrg..
yah skali2 clubbing ga salah toohh?
party2 ga jelas slama ga aneh2..

pas akhir2 temen gw smpet beliin whiskey cola jg..
tu anak lagi banyak duit apa yak..
jadi alhasil semalem 14 orang tepar gara2 dia..
ckckckck..
untungnya temen cowok gw ini ga lepas tanggung jawab bikin anak org tipsy..
masih mampir dulu ke McD...
dibeliin susu beruang sama makan..
gw sndiri sih malah jadi kentang..
tp ada temen gw yg jackpot2..
ahahaha..dasarrr~
minuman mahal2 dijackpotin..
gw slama itu blom chivas ga akan jackpot d pasti.. *mo jackpot aja milih2..blagu bgt yak*
PALING BT SAMA YG NAMANYA KENTANG..
perut sama kpalanya pasti sakit bgt..

tadi aja jam 1 pas gw bangun pala gw udah minta dijedutin ke tembok..
ya udahlah yaaaa..
gw tiduran lagiii..

dan terpuruklah gw skrg..
kpala sakit..butuh aspirin..

damn..si monyet aja blom bangun ktanya..
sampe rmh masi minum katanya..dasar geblek..
but thanx a lot for the drink,fella..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! wish u all the best..
asik jg skali2 jadi nakal..
ahaha..jd inget jaman2 sma dulu..
thx yow.. =))

postingan ga jelas..

2007-10-25T21:13:00.000+07:00

akhir-akhir ini suka nyadar ga sih klo TECHNOLOGY tuh makin pesat?
ckckckck..

apa2 pengennya HOTSPOTAN..
paling2 buka fs..
cek2 gtu..

bosen sih sama rutinitas kek gtu..
laptop makin keren..
virus jg makin menjijikan..

kmaren lepi gw masuk RS..
gara2 trojan bajingan yg bikin lepi gw ga mau nyala..
*DAMN*

untung udah bner..
jd skrg bisa hotspotan di ngopi dulu,,
*blagu bgt dah gw sok ngafe2*

dingin iiihhh..
katanya bandung bakal ujan slama 20 hari,,
ujan buatan katanya buad ngisi waduk..
*dasar aneh2 aja Indonesia iniii*
fhufhufhu..

duh nampaknya postingan gw kali ini ga meaning,,
emang,,
gw udah ga jelas mau apa soalnya..
hakshaks.. xP~

udah ahhh~
BYEBYEE~~

MET LEBARAN TEMAN2..

2007-10-13T09:24:00.000+07:00

Current mood : kekenyangan

Current Song : FT ISLAND – Hansaraman *ipod oh ipod bertahanlah*

Halo smuaaaaaaaaaa..

Gw mo UCAPIN..

SELAMAT IDUL FITRI 1428 H

Minal Aidin Fal Faidzin Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Batin

Buat semua yg ngerayain..

Met berlebaran yaa..

Walopun gw ga ngerayain Lebaran,tapinya gw jg keliling looohh..

Eheheheh..

Kan dr pihak keluarga bokap hampir mayoritas Lebaran jd alhasil gw ke Sukabumi ajah kann..

Ke rumah NINI kumpul2 ngeriung bareng..

Seperti biasa makanan lebaran bikin gw ndut..

Minyak2an dan santen berlimpah..

OhmayGod.. >___<

Harus diet abis ini..

Blom lagi bsok kan masi libur cuti bersama tuuhh..

Alamat gw diajak kliling2 ama nyak babe ke rumah temen2,relasi,dan laennya..

Oh Lebaraann..

Kaw membuat dietku gagal total..

OhmayGod..

Tapi gpp dehh..

Staun skali inii..

Fhufhufhu.. *ilmu pembelaan diri terbaik*

Eh smuaa ditunggu looohh kiriman makan2nyaa..

Hehehehe.. x)

MET LEBARAN YA SMUAA!!

Jgn lupa amplopnya dibagi2 ke gw..

Hihihi.. x)

Byebye,, ^^

Ps : hari ini si Belva jg ultah ke 1 loohh..my lil niece..OTANJOUBI OMEDETTO!!